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February 6, 2012 6:35 am

I feel shit. I know people say dont take your life for granted and other people have it worse but that doesnt mean what im going through atm isnt real. I fucken hate my family. I fucken hate my parents so much even though they love me and everything i just hate them. They take everything that makes me happy away. Mum cancelled my learners lesson this wednesday cause she said my behaviour was shit. Dad is trying to sound and act like a dad because his trying to suck up mums fucken asshole to get into her good books again. Does she think i want to fight with her every night?!. Does she think me going to sleep unhappy makes me feel okay?!. No. She thinks im some selfish bitch whose just trying to ruin the family. Im the one whose making my sisters corrupt. Im the one thats tearing everyone apart. Yeah its all my fucken fault huh?!. Im the one whose the fattest, im not the prettiest nor the smartest, im not the most respectful, im different then other people, im sincerely sorry that i am not good enough for your fucken standards my dear parents. Oh but not just my parents, my friends too. Im unable to maintain a friendship between my best friend that she is now trying to take back revenge on me or some shit like that. Im sorry i cant be close to two people at once, im sorry other things interest me. Fuck. This. Shit. Everyone just leave me the fuck alone.

6.02.12 the best motherfucken day of my fucken life.

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February 5, 2012 6:28 am

Downloaded this affirmations app because ive been feeling very down lately. Hopefully if i read it over and over ill start to believe it
5th/02/12

February 4, 2012 5:34 am

First time eating ben and jerry and it sure was worth the caloriess hahah yumm!
Felt a bit down today but then went on an incredible walk with suzi and it makes me feel so much better
4/02/12

February 3, 2012 6:15 am